Life Must Go On

Oh, first of all SORRY lama suda aku x update my blog. Aku busy gilerr. Banyak benda jadi kat aku last few months yang x mampu aku cerita kan. Jerih payah malas aku nak cerita. Aku buka entry baru ni sebab esok last day kita di tahun 2011 \m/ Tidak terasa dah nak habis 2011. huhuhu. banyak kenangan dan dugaan yang aku lalui tahun ini. Yang baik Yang buruk. Apa apa pun life must go on. Tahun baru Azam baru lah beb! Hehehe. Apa azam korang? Azam aku x banyak, tapi x nak cita dalam ni. Takut pula x tercapai. Biarlah hanya aku dan Dia sahaja yang tau. Kepada sayang aku yang baru saja masuk alam menara gading study hard but smart darling. xda benda yang senang dalam hidup ni! I love You. Ngeeee~ Bye December, Hello January! HADAPI LAH MASALAH DENGAN SENYUMAN :)

P/S: MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE

Black To Beige

Recently I love beige color. I had changed from black to beige, beige come from yellow family I guess. I hate yellow before this. It's 12am now and I have to bedding :D GOODNIGHT WORLD, sweetdream.!

Pengajaran Hari Ini

Today I learned about "boat may be moved overshoot, overshoot oath on pain"(terlajak perahu boleh diundur terlajak kata buruk padahnya) & "because the mouth the body destroyed"(kerana mulut badan binasa)

*mak aihh, pakai google translate je nih. HAHAHAHA

One Day!

To live with you and laugh with you; to stand by your side, and sleep in your arms; to be joy to your heart, and food for your soul; to bring out the best in you always, and, for you, to be the most that I can. I promise to laugh with you in good times, to struggle with you in bad; to solace you when you are downhearted; to wipe your tears with my hands; to comfort you with my body; to mirror you with my soul; to share with you all my riches and honors; to play with you as much as I can until we grow old; and, still loving each other sweetly and gladly, our lives shall come to an end.

First day of November: Tired

Evening World! I start off my November 2011 with a very tiring day. 1.11.2011. Great date! Great November(I hope so) and the great me! HAHAHA. I woke up this morning and struggle in doing all of the house chores by myself and by the way I'm repeating it again BY MYSELF. First thing I had to do is ironing my dad uniform. Done with it, I'm continue with my halfway sleeping. But I can't sleep. Urrghhh! It's totally driving me crazy. I sleep less than 8 hour. I need enough sleeping time to get my brain function well. So, I woke up from the bed, brushed my teeth, washed my face go straight to the kitchen and breakfast. Nothing much for my breakfast, I ate some biscuit which we baked last night, a cup of green tea and takos. YUMMEYH! Then I start off with sweeping the kitchen. Can you imagine how I sweeping the floor, broom on my hands and the rags under my feet functioning as mop. Both my hands and feet has to work.! Done sweeping the kitchen floor, I continued with cleaning all of the toilet and then cleaning the drain. I have to filled water into the pail and carried it near the drain. I looks a lot like a Cleaner Lady today. Then I continued sweeping at the second floor of the house, to the staircase go down to first floor. Done with it. I'm a bit relieved. Now the worst one come, I have to give my pets bath because they smell not good or should I say Yuckyy! After that I have to cooking and then I ate my lunch and take bath and DONE! I know it's to details but who cares! (yawning) Okay, its sleeping time. TATA! Can you imagine how tired it was. *sigh*

Jiwang Karat!

Yesterday cousin aku baca blog aku, apa lagi dia komen lah cakap aku nih jiwang sebab dia jarang tengok side aku yang jiwang. HAHAHAHAHA. Ape ape pon, aku nih tetap manusia, nak buat macam mana dah TUHAN bagi aku perasaan jiwang. Aku manfaat kan lah sebaik mungkin. LALALALALALA~ senang hati orang cakap aku jiwang. Xkan lah kita nak serious 24/7. Mana aku tahan hidup macam tu babe! Okay, gua mau tido.  

P/S: Kepada sepupu kesayangan aku, ni pendapat aku je. Jangan kau eat your heart <3

Annyeong, Goodbye, Adios!

5 year: It is not easy as 1 2 3

It's almost the end of the year and I still remember that I fall in love at the end of 2006. It's been quite long and there is so many obstacle in front of me to make you be mine. I'm really fight for you. Sometimes, when I look back to the past I feel ashamed of myself. CHILDISH, SELFISH, SHOW OFF, PROUD OF MYSELF, FOOL MYSELF and make it worst is I'm FAT ! I get angry when I heard the rumors about you in a relationship and I'm the happiest people in the world when I heard that she cheating on you. When I confess my feeling I cried hard. I'm speechless, all I can do is cried. Thanks to the Lord. At last my dream comes true. I've been loving you for five year my dear boyfriend. I hope our love will stay strong till the last breath of us.

A Promise Is A Promise

I ever promise. that I will always love and be beside you unless you don't want me and ask for break up but I'll never do that to you because I already erase the word break up in my life and I'll not break my promise~

P/S: I read back all of your text and I really miss you fatty

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Fall in love with SOMEONE LIKE YOU BY ADELE, a very great song with a sad melody! Great job Adele :)

"Someone Like You"

I heard that you settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

P/S: Remind me of my best friend, last few month a guy that she totally in love with left her without even saying a word.

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Appreciate what is yours and don't regret it if you lose them

I've been go through some of my friends Tumblr and I found this. It's quite interesting so I wanted to share it in my blog :D

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened. 

P/S: Appreciate what is yours and don't regret it if you lose them

Dear Boyfriend

I learned to love u so deep. I learned to forgive you when u crashed my heart. I learned to accept what you’d done. I learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep with sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything's will be alright. I pray every night that you'll not gonna say goodbye and to hope that whatever argument we're having, you’re still there holding on. I never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life. 

I LOVE YOU and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ♥

my love to you will never fade, till the last breath of mine 

I PROMISE~

-anonymous-

The New Chapter

3 weeks cuti x buka blog. pergghhhhh! nang lamak. ne ndak, aku struggle for exam. 3 weeks ya bage apa idup aku, x tentu makan, minum n tido. tido 3jam jak sari. Xpa Nad, for future juak bah. BERSUSAH SUSAH DAHULU, BERSENANG SENANG KEMUDIAN. chewahhhh. hebat x peribahasa aku. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Last paper aku ria paper AIS130. Nang rami miak kelua awal time ya. paper 3jam aku polah sejam 30min jak. Last minute blaja for paper ya. plus gik paper ya reading subject. Biak account ne nya maok reading reading tok, tegal ya lah nya masuk U ambik account, nya x maok reading reading. Lately, aku busy study for table test. Aku ambik lesen. Happy gila cuz start dari form 3 aku mok ngambik lesen. At last dapat juak :D

Long Time No see! HAHAHA

APUUUUUUUUUUU~ cukup pengelama meh aku enda muka blog aku. Ukai aku MALAS, tapi aku busy ngau exam, quiz, study group. Bila kitak udah masuk U baru kitak paham apa utai di asai ke aku diatu. Enti kitak datai ari ulu sungai, aku gerenti sigi bisi urang madah baka tok ngagai kitak "Lawa amat kitak wai udah masuk U, nyamai udah, sigi gerenti graduate" tang sidak ya enda nemu baka ni kitai struggle and survive hidup ba U. Harum Bulak, idup aku merinsa taja pan apai aku luya(iban empu slang. HAHAHAHAHAH) aku ruak ngau duit, suma utai ka di beli ni enda merinsa, makai bagas gak nya, try meh aku ka biasa ke diri empu, tang laban ari suba suba 17 tahun 10 bulan under mamy ngau dady sigi senang blama idup, enda kala nyepik pemerinsa idup neeeeeeeee, nyau baka nama aku kekalat nadai duit. HEHEHEHEH XD Ingat ke mensia ke enda bertuah baka aku, sigi sinu belama ati aku. Pemerinsa enda kala badu, ukai berjaik menua urang. Tang ka mantai ke penyinu ati. Kasih cukup kasih. Enti aku di berik peluang nulung sidak ke nda bertuah baka aku, sigi ka aku. Jauh aku menyimpang ari tajuk entry tok. Minta ampun! Rindu aku ngau blog tok. Berapa lamak enda muka neh, bisi 2minggu ke udah enda. Lusak final aku, berkulat meh mata tok. Nyu asai ke SPM baru aku. Mintak tolong APAI ti sentiasa meda aku ari atas, ngarap ke ya merkat aku ngau bala bala ke sama bela ngambik exam. AMEN!

RAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! Hari ni first day SYAWAL! Orang pergi open house aku tidoooo jee keja, baru je bangun tido -_- and mamy x mok hantar kami pergi rumah kawan yang invite pergi rumah dorang. FINE! Last but not least, to everyone yang celebrate Raya, SELAMAT HARI RAYA once again, and take care of yourself. Bila main mercun tu jangan carik nahas! HAHAHA~~ And kepada yang balik kampung SELAMAT BALIK KAMPUNG, drive safely no racing racing on the road, KBYE!

Syurgaaa ku! Nyaman Idup. HAHAHA~

Ritok aku molah BLUEBERRY CHEESE TART! Orang lain nok celebrate Raya, aku gago juakkk! :D Perrgghhhhhh~ nang nyaman! Katok aku upload pic nya.

NYAMANNNNN! credit to my roomates. Love you guyss :)

I Hate Yesterday :(

First of all, SORRY. Yesterday I promised to take some picture and upload it, but something happened to me yesterday. And I feel upset and down. Like seriously :'( Mamy send me to the concert and bingooo! Mamy changed her mind, like I said before this. And I begged her! Luckily, mamy termakan my pujuk rayu. HAHAHA. Aku xpat ngambik gambar! Kbye!

When The Boredom Strikes, Ini Pun Jadilah :)

Lepas ni aku nak out, tapi dok kejap nak membuat karangan. Aku keluar pergi tengok Konsert. Back from the concert, I'll upload the pic :D I've been waiting for this concert quite lamak. Mudah-mudahan Mamy maok hantar. Mamy jenis yang suka change her mind. SANGAT CEPAT & PANTAS! I don't like it :( KKKK! Out first dude. KISS & HUGSS :*

Account, PLEASE BE GOOD TO ME!

I just finished study my FAR100 subject and it is the hardest subject I ever learned. Uwaaaaa~ I'm still struggle with it. Doing the T-ledger, Debit & Credit, Balance Sheet(I still can't balance the total, supposed to be equal: asset & expenses = capital, liabilities & revenue) confusing me a lotttttttttttt! I failed my quiz for FAR100, my mom doesn't know bout this and seriously talking if she knew i failed for this subject she's gonna kill me :(

I Change Because I love You :')

I wishhh you were here. Be by my side, tell me how much you love me. Make a promise that I'm the only one. Aku tauk kinek aku change. Banyak gilak berubah, aku prasan hal ya. Dolok bait kinek jaik. Kedak Rihanna juak bah GOOD GIRL GONE BAD! Jaik dengan kau. Im sorry but I couldn't help myself. Yess! I know you always by my side. But you don't know what I feel right now. Aku takut kau lari far away from meee. Jauh nang jauh! Aku xmok gia. I want to be with you now and forever. X dapat aku magine apa akan jadi kelak. Kinek aku salu makan hati. Apahal aku gitok, aku xtauk juak. But I will always LOVE YOU dude! :(

Pengalaman Yang Amat Menyeksakan

Serious aku cakap, when you crave for something you willing to do anything. And now i wanna story pasal aku crave for ice cream dan aku sanggup berjalan ke hulu ke hilir semata-mata nak makan ice cream. Benda ni berlaku masa hari Selasa minggu ni. Aku dan roommates aku berbual pasal kehidupan masing masing sampai lah terbuka cerita pasal ice cream vanilla and mint:

Sebab kami 4 teringin sangat sangat nak makan ice cream lepas cerita pasal hal ice cream, aku & 3 orang roommates aku(Sell, Ricca & Steph)sanggup pergi ke dewan makan pada pukul 10 malam semata mata hanya nak makan ice cream. Sesampainya kami di dewan makan satu batang ice cream pun takda(kecewa gilerr masa tu) maklumlah bulan puasa, tambahan pula U kami akan bercuti tak lama lagi. Kami direct terus pergi koperasi nak cari ice cream, belum give up lagi nihh! Nasib yang sama menimpa kami :( Koperasi kehabisan stok ice cream punya lah frusttt. Untuk menghilangkan rasa frust tu kami plan nak beli air tin, at least air tin sejuk macam ice cream and aku & Steph tiba tiba nak minum air tin soya SEASONS punya brand(memilih betol!)makin lah kami frust apabila di check check soya seasons takda. Dah habis :'( uwaaaaa~ masa tu aku memang rasa nak nangis! Kazen aku Sell beli Revive dan Ricca beli air coffee dalam tin. Aku jealous tengok mereka dapat apa yaang mereka suka. Takpe. Cun cun gak koperasi kami di blok 1 and kebetulan ada Vending Machine berdekatan koperasi. Aku belum Give up~ Lepas diperiksa rupa rupa nya Vending Machine di blok 1 rosakk. Gahhhh~ geram betul aku. Pergi ke blok 2, nasib yang sama menimpa aku dan Steph. Aku almost give up tapi Steph cakap blok 3 ada Vending Machine aku dan Steph pergi ke blok 3. Vending Machine di blok 3 lagi terok. Memang tak boleh di pakai langsung -_- kerana keinginan nak minum air tin tu, aku & Steph sanggup patah balik ke dewan makan sebab aku cakap dengan Steph maybe dewan makan ada jual air tin soya. Masa tu sepupu aku & Ricca dah balik ke bilik kami di blok 2. Sesampai nya di dewan makan satu air tin soya pn takda. FRUSTTTT TAHAP GABAN MASA TUHHHH! Mana tak semua tempat dah aku pergi semata-mata nak carik apa yang aku nak :( Last last aku & Steph beli dadih je di dewan makan. Nasib baek ada dadih tu. Iras iras ice cream lah. Hahahaha. Layan je lah. Ini pengalaman aku yang tersangat menyeksakan & memang aku akan ingat sampai bila bila :)

This Is IT! :D

 Aku dah promise nak upload pic makai-makai kami. So, enjoy it dude with lipton milk tea <3

While We're Waiting?

HAHAHA! Okay, I know we're fugly in this picture but still I wanna upload it

MONIE MUJAB

NAI BUNYAU

 

 

 Well, we finish early for the group task and why not we're taking picture with our own group task 

Meet My New Boyfriend

 awwww~ he's sooo adorable!

Aku Addict

Bangun tido aku terus pergi dapurrrrr! bancuh LIPTON CHOCOLATE MILK TEA. And  Yess! I admit that now am addict with lipton chocolate milk tea. Aku kedak urang addict jak kinek tok -_- Rasa air ya buat aku high(tidak dinafikan). HAHAHA :D Coba kitak orang cerik rasa aek ya, nang nyaman.!! Banyak brand air from lipton yang aku pernah try esp, lipton milk tea gold and lipton milk tea original. Dulu lipton ni famous dengan teh jeee. But now, different, memang totally maju!!!! Thank You Lipton! Sebab aek kitak orang NYAMAN! :D Layan Lipton~

Aku membesar dengan "mereka"

Memang adat nya kalau budak kecik kegemaran nya menonton cartoon. Macam aku yang membesar dengan menonton cerita cartoon. Antara cerita-cerita cartoon yang boleh dikatakan hebat pada zaman aku ialah:

My Top 5 List:

Sailor Moon

 

 

Ultraman

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Power Rangers

 

 

 

Doraemon

Tom And Jerry

Zaman sekarang lagi banyak cerita yang lebih moden seperti Ben 10, Powerpuff Girls dan banyak lagi :)

From Doctor To Accountant

Masa kecik kecik dulu, kebanyakkan orang bercita cita nak jadi Tuan Doktor, and I'm ONE OF THEM. Lucu gilerr aaa kalau fikir balik. Macam roommate aku selalu cakap, doktor ialah salah satu bidang yang paling susah untuk dipelajari(Tidak Dinafikan). Tambahan pula, kerjaya sebagai seorang doktor memerlukan pengorbanan yang sangat sangat sangat besar. Dengan kesempatan ini, aku nak ucap terima kasih kepada semua doktor doktor yang ada di dunia. TANPA ANDA, SIAPALAH KAMI. Pusing balik dengan cita cita aku, macam mana mau jadi doktor kalau result pun mese ko urang iban. Aku punya result terok gilerr! puhhh! nasib baik SPM aku STUDY HARDDDDD~ cantik jugak la result aku. BANGGA MAMY & DADY aku although at first bila aku dapat result tu dorang macam tak cayaaa. Aku sendiri pun tak cayaaa. Memang ramai family member aku pergi rumah aku semata-mata nak tengok result aku. Ape ape pon. PUJI TUHAN! Sekarang aku dah lupa pasal doktor, aku sekarang ambik accountancy di UiTM Samarahan. Agak mencabar tetapi ingat "TIADA BENDA YANG SENANG UNTUK DIPEROLEHI DAN SENANG UNTUK DIPELAJARI"

P/S: Subject Math & Science aku dulu salu dapat "F" nasib baekk SPM "A" *muka happy

A very Long-Long-Long Distance By Encik Mars

Long Distance by BRUNO MARS

OHmyyy! I love his song, I love his voice!

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Ooohh, no

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame

 Credit to The Video Owner. Thank you :)

P/S: HIS EVERYTHING! sora kau kacak, paham x? Mudah-mudahan nya dapat baca tok. Hahahaha~ paka?! -_- Tok lah apa yang aku rasa kinek! Lagu di berik Boyfriend aku :D

Rezeki Aku!

Family Member aku terkejut gilerr bila dorang dapat tahu yang aku ada blog. Aku HERAN -_- Apuuuuuu~ aku kenyang giler. Memang rezeki aku di PIZZA HUT hari ini. PUJI TUHAN.! THANK YOU kepada si sponsor! :D Later I upload pic-pic kami tadi and pic MY NEW BOYFRIEND. I love him so much!! hahahaha. OK! Out kejap. Nak mandik dulu :)

The Things Called Life

Memandangkan aku sudah ada bloggg~so, I'm gonna upload all of my collection(pictures). First of all, I LOVE NATURE! No doubt. Best gilerr, aku rasa aman je kalau aku pergi pantai, jalan jalan, makan angin :)

                           

     

        

P/S: gambar-gambar di atas di ambil pada 5 August 2011 sempena anniversary kakak aku dengan gerek nya :) 4th ANNIVERSARY